Boyfriend N Girlfriend { Green N Blue }

"what's up ? today is sunday and everything seem normal! not too busy and there not freaky sunday at all..at least I just fighting the master of house maid and nothing then
"Dear Dude, have you ever really in love? when love somebody.I felt exiticed ! but only few days and feeling nothing then? and though to break the lines when I found out some small thing from the BF !{ sometime few hours cha}
" Dear Dude, frankly i telling there lot guys runnning accross trying standing next to me hihihiii and honesty I do really enjoy the chasing games hahaha,kweel...but after that i felt empty..nothing>zero>O!
" Dear Dude, I got something blue now and wonder why it's seem fade lei? it's not casual N not only one night stand. i know,,i know,, there's also no commitment N expectation. I left lots of my hair,foot print and my smeel there!..but still felt confused and wondering...where do I put my finger!!..strange and stranger? passtime, i only know green now im trying blue!, is blue fit for me?