Saturday, November 20, 2004

an letter for Charles K Gyan

Dear Coby,
I'm so surprised you have to replied my message. what you think about? you are so pity my dear, how come you though ivy still belong to you it's so funny..after all the thing you done to me
I just make birth day list for my friends and so sorry that I didnt reliaze that yours still here in my address book..
in fact our story reached the end and it was long time ago since you don't care about me.! I did told you right? have you tried to heard me and understand? you forced me to kick you out! you push me to fed up!you make me reliaze and stand up!Im not in your list, the person you must loved list and you make me look at you like rubbish......where did the feeling I call love gone? where my tears gone? why I didnt felt sad? why I can't cry?I know why...bcoz there no more affecction left for you,no more tears will drop down for you,no more chance for you,no reason to love you, and no reason to hate,jealous and angry about your attitude,I don't want you come back! never!I want to thank god! He sent you far away from me.you gone somebody come!
by the way I did waited for you long time and be frankly there lot guys running to me and I felt comfort at all bcoz there's no promise,no commitment,no bull shit,no disgust sentence suchl love forever, take care forever,those bull shit I heard from you..what a fucking liar!
Dear Coby, in fact I hated you,I asked to my self, am I treat you bad? not good enough? am i too ugly? should I end up in this way? however I want said thank you! your attitude make me, woke up and reliaze that" Im pretty enough to get more attention, that Im sweet enough so they're call me sweetie, that Im deserve more affection bcoz Im lovely and there lots people out side..crowd!
Dear Coby, Im so happy to know that you want me to come back..cool! but Im felt so sorry for you.there's not empty space any more and I didnt wake up alone any more, there's always someone willing to care and I found my little blue....there's no space for you!.....only for the blue
bye from now and always take care and wish happy in your life and hope you will wish for me too.
once again thank you for teaching me and I really learn from you!..thx,

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