Blue X'mas

Dear Dude...huh!!,,2004 x'mas gone already, I just recall what I had on 2003 last x'mas! 24th of Dec 2003 ,I have to work that day and off after 9pm,tired and no time for tidy up my face..and little bit sad.....about the job!
Dear Dude, not much changed this x'mas but last X'mas I dont need to felt lonely,not alone, at least somebody company me,holding my hand walking through the crowd, show me around and lead me to home,carry my tired body to bed and making love to my soul,to be loved by you my dear dude............I had Black X'mas last year..I'll remember you.
24th of December 2004, I have to work and off b4 5pm..........what I did that day? I had my diiner with sister and going home b4 10pm, take shower and slept.........just alone.....got many greeting from frens..from mom,from sister but no one in Blue colour.....until today..
Dear Dude...it's ok anyway,,,