please pray and make a wish for me!

Dear Dude..I don’t know what happened to me recently .I felt like hopeless
Dear Dude..I’m lost my self, my soul, my mind, I’m lost me and don’t know where and when and how to find me ahhh..that why I didn’t talk to you recently. I’m sorry for that.
Dear Dude..have you locked to such feeling: unhappy, upset, confuse, insecure and you only wondering why. Why would you feel those bad feeling? And you don’t know where the root so you don’t know how to solve and recovery your broken soul..
Dear Dude..I had tried hard to understand what going on there and I was failed
Dear dude.. I’ve been trying hard to escape from those fucking feeling and I was failed because I too tired to run, my lovely feet ignored to moving even though just walking
Dear Dude..I’m tired, I’m dead tired, I’M FUCKING DEAD TIRED!!!!!!!
Dear Dude..could you help me to praying ?
Dear Dude would you close your eye and make a wish that I can see it and walking through the lines between greens and blues………thank you