a ship called "friendship"

dear dude,long time haven't talk to you my dear!!my dear dude..you're the only one willing listen to me, you speak to my heart but so sad my heart was broken now...I don't even understand what going on here! don't even think it will be same again....those badness pissed me off..no more confidance no more..don't want any "ship" except a friendship!! no more expectation, no more demanding...
you kicked me down!! thank you..for the lesson!!