why do I love you?

why do I love you?
because Im a fool, beause Im a careless person..not carefull enough to avoid my stupid brain to having those stupid feeling! oh shit! there's a big mistake!it must be a nighmare! it was horrible to having someone or something which always crossed to my mind...fuck me! I can't slept well..damn it!! the shit is my body become bigger now!gain almost 4kgs weight !now Im on my nighmare and trying hard to release myself soon..perhaps will wake up very soon and say good bye to my stupid nighmare!now just trying to clear my brain from those shit and gonna bring everthing out..started my fitness program again..and flirting out again..