I held my head up for not contact in for already one week..

And I'll be proud of myself I could hang on for another weeks, months and years.. I wish this is for going to be good,

I don't want to be this fools and hurts.

Man, Do you remembered how many time you had has put me in this pain situation??

Can you recalls when the last time you promise for an apologize??

If you want to know the truth.. how hurts it was like...

Man... It's damn hurts like a motherfucker~!!!

Man, I feeling that I just dying inside and totally numb outside!!

I go to work, I done task then had a lot of laughs..

I go to bed, I wake up and do my make up..

I booked a Trainer and workout my fitness work...

I wonder if I was tooo exhausted that I could just die..

God.. I started to wonder.. How long it take you to realize?? I think it took forever... You never will!! And I realized.. It's not you, it's me!!

Can we don't be friend?? I Can't think.. We were a friends.. You can't be my friends..I don't want to be friend!! You can't mistreated a friend.. I am finish with you.. I am going to get over you............ASAP

Reading kick ass book cleary washing up my mind.. I wanted my life back.

It's called breakup because it's broken
The Smart Girl's Break-Up Buddy

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